April 7, 2010
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in everything turn turn turn, there is a reason turn turn turn ….
It is amazing how the dynamics of a group can change by removing one person. Seriously amazing. And as a person in the now changed group, the amount of stress that is no longer there is equally as liberating. Maybe that is why I feel the freedom to write more. I am less stressed and therefore not feeling as exhausted as I was, which in turn limited my posting.
Routines are still intact albeit with some very minor changes, but they are still there and continued with as we go about our day. I am just in awe of how much one person affected the rest of the group in a negative way. Gobsmacked really when it comes down to it. Seriously I know that we affect each others lives but I am beyond words with the realization of how one person had affected my life so drastically that I literally felt sapped of all energy or over flowing with such negative energy. Amazed really. The change in a matter of days without this person is so great and to know that I don’t have to deal with this person again has made that change even greater. Everyday there is less and less negative stress ~ ahhhhhhhhh!
